4 fics found!

Descent Into the Shadows by Crystal Paulk (NC-17)
Is gaining your fantasy worth losing the one you love? Giles discovers Buffy's secret. Can he ever forgive her? Is it his fault?
WARNING/NOTE: Violent sexual content. Not the happiest of fics.

Sight Unseen by Crystal Paulk (NC-17)
Worried about how he left things, Giles searches for Buffy. He finds her, but is it too late? (Alternate ending to Tabula Rasa)

Sound the Deep Waters by Crystal Paulk (NC-17)
Frustrated, angry and confused Buffy goes to London to find her Watcher. She finds someone else. (Manchild Crossover)
WARNING/NOTE: Character death Not the happiest of fics.

Words Unspoken by Crystal Paulk (NC-17)
Giles is self-destructing and tells Buffy he is going back to England. Buffy wigs and harshness ensues.